The teardrop stood still as I heard;
Remembering all the times I actually cared for selfish ramblings of a child that never really grew.
Asking what to do? As the hurt felt so new, different, kinda like it were opium seeping through the veins of another new addict, totally oblivious of the perils to come in the form of deletion of feeling...
But I had felt it before...why was this alien? Why did my blood go cold? Why did that split second hold my life in the balance? Wasn't she the dress thief in the hidden coral reef of my past that I hailed as "Cara" because I saw her for what she painted-Spring's bidding new leaf? My hearts little dress thief...
But the relief is in knowing that no one will eat our harvest for us bt we, the planter. I say we because a blue blooded maiden has decided to leave the picture of poppies where it belongs...Seeping into the sands of time ravaged by Neptune's salt water of Justice.
I pause for redress...Forever...
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Monday, July 18, 2011
All time low...*
I'm in a really shitty mood right now and I wanted to write.
Everywhere else seemed a tad too private and though everything you read here is a 100% my personal THOUGHTS, I want my mind to be looked into, seen for what it is, by friends, foes, family and the odd majorly bored person, searching for an escape.
Right now, I'm putting together a French thesis resubmission (yeah I am no geek, I'd rather do amazing things with my summer but things happen.) And for reasons ranging from convalescence-just finding my feet since my last entry, to anger with myself for not fighting hard and long for the freedom to do what I want with my life-Law??? like seriously??? Kmt* I'm on a major low right now.
Sooo I'm thinking I'll start the rest of our plot with you guys. I'm shaky and without my BB by my side, so...it may not be perfect.(most of my work over the last 3 months r on it...) but I love to plot more than life(and the L word!) sooo...here goes!
P.s
Lol I'm glad you all read to this point and I love you profusely for reading my rant! (The real rant can't be published as I am a clean writer and would NOT Dis people or things on my blog!)
It's good to be back! The plot entry will be done in 4 weeks. I will post up poetry soon too as well as an insightful look at an amazing Nigerian Alt-Rocker, guitarist, singer and song-writer-The amazing Ese Peters.
Till then,
A bientot!
da_sweetthin
Everywhere else seemed a tad too private and though everything you read here is a 100% my personal THOUGHTS, I want my mind to be looked into, seen for what it is, by friends, foes, family and the odd majorly bored person, searching for an escape.
Right now, I'm putting together a French thesis resubmission (yeah I am no geek, I'd rather do amazing things with my summer but things happen.) And for reasons ranging from convalescence-just finding my feet since my last entry, to anger with myself for not fighting hard and long for the freedom to do what I want with my life-Law??? like seriously??? Kmt* I'm on a major low right now.
Sooo I'm thinking I'll start the rest of our plot with you guys. I'm shaky and without my BB by my side, so...it may not be perfect.(most of my work over the last 3 months r on it...) but I love to plot more than life(and the L word!) sooo...here goes!
P.s
Lol I'm glad you all read to this point and I love you profusely for reading my rant! (The real rant can't be published as I am a clean writer and would NOT Dis people or things on my blog!)
It's good to be back! The plot entry will be done in 4 weeks. I will post up poetry soon too as well as an insightful look at an amazing Nigerian Alt-Rocker, guitarist, singer and song-writer-The amazing Ese Peters.
Till then,
A bientot!
da_sweetthin
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